I have not yet figured out why I am so hung up on trying to create things, but today in particular this feeling of creation is stressing me out! I came home from the call center today at about 8:30am, and slept pretty soundly. But upon awakening I felt a wave of unsatisfaction... if that is possible. I think that on my days off, which are in the middle of everyone else's work week, I feel a little out of step. Creating something while off of work hours would make me feel useful. Purhaps that's why I started the Social Work Cafe, but there is only so much I can create there.
Exercise would probably be a great stress release, I should've gone for a walk today, but didn't think of it until now. LOL So much for my coping skills. Tomorrow, I have to clean and run around on errands, that should make me feel normal again. Perhaps i was just having a bad day. Anxiety tends to enter my world at times and I just get overwhelmed like everyone else. I have to remember to not be so hard on myself. There is time to "get ahead" or "figure it out"... this thing called life.
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